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Monday, May 14, 2012

Velta



Velata has been officially been launched as of May 1, 2012!

I am a Lead consultant of Scentsy which means I had a shoe into selling this amazing new product as a Lead Consultant!

Velata is the new brand from Scentsy Family. It is linked to Scentsy in the way that it is a branch off of Scentsy, but it is NOT something a Scentsy consultant automatically sells.

When my mom found out about this new brand and was able to share, I knew this was a business opportunity that not only my mom wanted but I did as well! Im am such a chocolate lover and most of my family and friends are too!

There are 14 different warmers to choose from all priced at $40


This is the Noir. This one is part of the Individual Collection  and its also the one I recieved in my starter kit! This one also comes in Red.


This is Huckleberry. This one is part of the Predestal Collection. Its also available in Blue Razz (Baby Blue), Clementine (Orange), Key lime (Lime Green), Licorice (Black), and Marashino (Red).

This is the Blue Razz Curve. Part of the Curve Collection. It also comes in Huckleberry, Clementine, Key Lime, Licorice, and Marashino.

Each warmer you purchase comes with a four pack of the Fondue Forks in the matching color.
You can also buy a four pack of the forks but only come in Blue Rass, Key Lime, Licorice, and Marachino. $5


Velata also Offers Lids to easily transfort your chocolate or to conveniently store leftover fondue. They come in all the colors to match your warmer. $5

Now to the Good stuff... The CHOCOLATE is straight from Belgium and GLUTON FREE!



Richly decadent Caramel Milk Chocolate thats is silky milk chocolate pairs with toasted brown sugar caramel for an over-the-top rush of sweetness. Smoot and unexected, Velata caramel Milk Chocolate is designed to delight! Best with Apples! My favorite!
Bold and balanced Dark Chocolate that savor the moment with the full-bodied flavor of Velta Dark Chocolate. Deep, lush, and bold, this complex chocolate is elegance itself. Classically creamy milk chocolate is premium milk chocolate as it is meant to be: Sweet, smooth, and creamy. It is classic, comforting, versatile, and undeniably delicious. Then last but not Sweet, delicate white chocolate. A confection of billlowy buttercream infused with delicate notes of vanilla. Subtile and dreamy, Velata White Chocolate elevates any moment into the sublime.


From Velata:


Perfect chocolate needs a perfect melt! So, we invented a patent-pending silicone dish heated by a light bulb in a hip, fun, smart fondue warmer. Who else but Scentsy could find a hip, fun, smart way to use a light bulb?

Whether you are a foodie, a trendsetter, or just someone who thinks of chocolate as its own food group, Velata fondue products are for you.

Take a dip in indulgent Velata chocolate. Once you're hooked, make sure to take a look at the Velata opportunity. You never know, you may make a life out of your love of chocolate.
 
 


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Sunday, May 13, 2012

All I Want Is To Love You For The Rest Of Our Lives!

This picture was taken on April 22, 2012 for our anniversary and for our new Engagement pictures!



All I want is to love you for the rest of my life...to wake up every morning with you by my side, knowing that no matter what happends, I'll be able to come home to your loving arms. All I want is to share everything that makes us laugh, and the not-so-little things that we can't help worrying about. All I want is to give you my love ...as a place you can always come to for acceptance or the simpl...e comfort that silence brings when things left unspoken can still be understood. Justin, All I want is to grow old with you...to watch our life unfold, our dreams, one by on, come true. All I want is to love you with all my heart forever and always! Happy 6 year anniversary my love! I can't wait to be your wife! June 3rd cannot come fast enough! I cant wait to buy our dream our this coming month! We have so many things to be grateful for and that the love for God,each other, our boys, our families and friends has gotten us to where we are now! I am so incredibly thankful for you, our boys and our life! I can't wait to see what our life has in store! I love you Justin Taylor Pozniak!
 
 I cant believe how fast our life has flown by! We have been through so much together and looking back I wouldnt change it for the world!
 
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Wednesday, April 18, 2012

A year ago today...



A year ago today marks the year that Gaige was only about 24 hours away from being taken away from us to be an angel. Gaige was sick for about a month. I took him once a week for the first 3 weeks saying that he wasn't getting any better. I wasn't able to make contact with my normal doctor because he was overbooked for about a month. I was even on the call list for a cancellation. I'd take him to walk-ins and into others doctors in the same office as our normal doctor and each told me I was being too paranoid, he was teething, or he had a cold and I needed to let it run its course. On the 15th of April, I took him to a doctor and he said he just had a cold and it was the same day as mine and Justin's "Jack and Jill" bachelor/bachelorette party. I told the sitter if he's was too fussy that Id come home. My mother-in-law, after dinner, had went home and sat with the boys until we got home. Both my mother-in-law and the sitter said he was fine for them. Then in the morning all he wanted to do is stay in our bed and he woke up with a hard tummy so I thought he was constipated so I gave him a baby laxative. It help his stomach to not be as hard as a rock. He was just laying in our bed and didn't want to move. So we just let him. That night while in bed I could hear that he wasn't getting a good breathe of oxygen. So that morning I took him back to a walk in doctor and he was mad that I brought him back in and said, "here, give him this" and handed me a prescription of Zithromax. I asked the nurse when she came back in what was wrong and all she said was, "I don't know." I got it filled gave it to him and we just relaxed at home all day. That night when we went to bed, he was still having a hard time breathing. That morning, I called Justin and told him he needed to come home ASAP because there was something seriously wrong with our son and we needed to take him in to the hospital. Justin asked,"What's wrong?" I said,"Gaige hasn't eaten all day not even off of me and he hasn't had any dirty diaper not even a drop of pee." So when he got home normally both our boys would greet him and only one did! Gaige was limp in my arms and Justin swooped him up and Taylor and I followed. Justin went around the corner to his parents house to drop Taylor off and his mom walks out with him to get in the truck and on our way to the hospital we went. We got there at 5pm and were not seen until 8:15pm. I told the doctor what was going on that I gave him a laxative and so he did his evaluation on him and his oxygen level was low so he put him on a oxygen tank to help him and then ordered an x-ray. After the technician left, the doctor ran back in and up the oxygen level. Then told us that he had Pneumonia and its the worse case they have seen all year and that Marybridge is waiting for us and that an ambulance was on its way to transport us! Justin's mom and sister left at this time and said that they would be back in the morning to see us at Marybridge. I was a complete mess! I called my parents after every time the doctor came in and left to let them know. Then when we got to Marybridge, they had a room in the ER for us and the doctor came in to do her evaluation and by this time it was 6am. Justin has been awake for over 36 hours. They rushed us up to the PICU and told us we had to leave. I said, "What?! WHY?!" they said, "He has Empyema in his chest cavity and we need to put a chest tube in." I said, "What? Whats Empyema?" They said, "Its a strep-type fluid in his chest." I said, "No body told me this. Can I stay here until he's asleep?" They replied, "Good Sam knew. You can hold him until he's out." I was hysterical! I called my parents and my mom and dad both called in to work to come be with us. Then called Justin's family. They also came in after they called in as well. I proceeded to call our doctor and told him everything that has been going on and he was so awesome. He came out that night after he got off of work to come check on Gaige. It was so amazing that he did that and meant the world to our whole family! Now it is April 19th. Gaige is exactly a year and one month old. On this day, they just monitored him and let him rest and tried to get him to drink the two bottles that I pumped for him. He refused. He wanted me to hold him but I was so afraid that I might hurt him with the tube in his chest. But it was so comforting for both of us to cuddle with each other. After he fell asleep, Justin fell asleep on a car bed that hardly fits one comfortably, but we managed. I nursed him every few hours to build my supply back up because he was almost weened because I didn't want to be en-gored or leak in my wedding dress. The next day when the doctors came in to do their morning run, they told us that Gaige needed to have a blood transfusion! Really! "Could it get any worse!?" I thought to myself. I was crushed! My poor baby needing a blood transfusion. I was a complete mess! I signed all the necessary paperwork and in came the bag of blood. O-Negative is his blood type and I am O-Positive . After he got his blood transfusion he got some color back. The doctor came in and said tomorrow we were going to have a new doctor. I wasn't too happy about that. The next day came and we were introduced to a new doctor and he said, "I hear that you have a wedding on Saturday. I really don't think you will be out in time for it. I know this is the last thing you are wanting to hear but your son is very sick and he just had a blood transfusion. But we will make the call tomorrow." I was devastated but I completely understood. I called our doctor again during the blood transfusion and he came out yet again. :) We also called our pastor and he came out and said a prayer for us and prayed over Gaige that he would pull through and be able to go home soon. We all cried! The next day was Friday. We were wanting to know what the x-ray looked liked and wanted to know if the wedding was going to go on or if we were going to postpone it. The doctors came in and said, "I know you were looking forward to your wedding day but Gaige isn't able to leave." I was in tears but I had a feeling that was going to be the case. I had family flying in this day and we called them and told them they didn't have to come but they still came to see us and showed their support. Gaige was doing a lot better now that he had his transfusion but he was still on oxygen. Gaige also coughed his chest tube out and he drained 8oz of fluid out. The doctors were shocked at how much fluid he had in there! They debated on putting another one in and I prayed so hard that they wouldn't. They came back in and said, "Let's not put another chest tube in and just see how his body does with fighting it off and put him on a strong medication to get  rid of it. Gaige fought it off but it had taken about two weeks about of hospital time for it to be completely gone. The wedding day came and went and it was so beautiful that day. The only day that was not rainy! It was 75 degrees! All the nurses and doctors tried to get me to get married in my dress in the lobby :). But I couldn't do it. I should have but I didn't. But during our stay we had the best support group ever!! Justin's parents, sister, brother-in-law, his friend, Brandon and Brian, and their wives, came out to see us and then Justin's grandparents flew in from California and so did my cousins and aunts from California and Florida. My parents and older brother and sister-in-law, my niece, and one of my best friends, Brittany, came out to see Gaige from Oregon, Then my amazing best friend Sara and her fiance whom is my fiance's best friend, came out almost every single day! Along with my friend Michelle. I had numerous emails, text messages, and Facebook comments too! I love all of you who supported all of us and were there close and far away! It will never be forgotten! We were finally release from the hospital on April 26, 2010!

Friday, March 2, 2012

A Wise Person Is Patient

I tried to add this blog two nights ago but I was in need of blog construction.So a Big thank you to my friend Kavin for helping me here it is.

Tonight as Taylor was reading his daily devotions to us like we do every night the ending prayer was awesome! It reads: Dear Lord, even when forgiveness is hard, help me be a person who forgives other people, just as YOU have forgiven me. Amen
Yesterday, when Taylor got off the bus he was in tears. And me being a momma bear with daddy bear also in the truck we instantly started asking a million questions of what was wrong and what happened. As Taylor tried to compose himself enough to explain what happened I told Justin to go to the next bus stop to talk to the bus driver. As we pulled up I ran up to the doors and the bus driver said, "Taylor was sitting with a boy who was trying to pull the tape off the back of the seat and Taylor to him that we aren’tsupposed to peel off the tape, we'll get in trouble. Trying to help this little boy to not get into trouble and the older brother was sitting close and yelled at Taylor and told him to mind his own. Taylor was trying to tell the driver what was going on and she moved him up the front so he could explain what happened and Taylor was crying thinking that he was going to get into trouble. The boys tried to say it was Taylor but another little girl or someone said that it wasn’tTaylor. The driver said that she told Taylor thank you and that you are not in trouble and then she had a talk with the other two boys. Tonight after Taylor read the devotion, I re read it to my family. It reads


A wise person is patient. He will be honored if heignores a wrong done against him.-Proverbs 19:11 ICB




Is forgiving someone else an easy thing for you to do or a hard thing? Taylor answers, "Well, if they look me in the eyes and I can see and feel that they are truly sorry then it’s easy but sometimes if they don’t look me in the eyes it’s hard to forgive them." If you're like most people, forgiving others can be hard, Hard, HARD! But even if you’re having a hard time forgiving someone, you can do it if you talk things over with your parents, and if you talk things over with God. I looked at Taylor and said, "Do you understand what that means? He replies, "Yes." I said, "Let’s say one day I said something to you and it hurt your feelings you can go to daddy and tell him what I might have said that hurt your feelings and he can help you come up with a way to talk to me about it if you think you can’t come to me or tell me first. I said then you can pray to God and ask him for the strength or ask him for guidance on how to approachme if you still feel like you need help and when you feel okthen you can come to me and say," Brittany, can we have a talk?" I said, "Me and you will go to a quiet place and you can tell me what I said or did to hurt you so that I know and that I can apologize and talk it out. We are family and i love you no matter what. And he smiles and shakes his head and I said same goes for if daddy or someone else hurts your feelings we can talk about it and pray about and figure out what needs to happen. He said, "OK." with a smile. Then the book continues to read, do you find forgiveness difficult? Talk about it and pray about it. You'll feel better when you do.


I think even if you don’t believe in God this was a great lessonfor anyone. Forgiveness is a hard thing to do and like anyone else I do struggle with forgiveness but when you look at it from a Childspoint it’s truly amazing at how much forgiveness a child can have. And with this devotion tonight Taylor feels a lot better about what happened yesterday and forgives the boys who tried to do him wrong.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

My little Fam Bam

Here is a few recent pictures of our little Family!

This is the most creative picture we have! I absolutely love this picture!


This is to our past,Present, and Future! Our backs represents our past, holding hands represents the bond of our family and our unity and our present, and looking forward to what our future has in store! ♥

Our boys! Gaige posed himself! That must mean hes way to used to pictures and knows what to do!

Taylor did this one!

The bond between a daddy and his boys is a very special bond! I love this poem!
Father And SonYou're standing in the doorway.
Your workday is all done.
He waits to see you everyday,
this boy that is your son.

He hopes you will go fishing.
He hopes you'll shoot the gun.
He just wants to be with you,
this boy that is your son.

He is your spitting image.
To him you are ''The One''.
He hopes to be just like you,
this boy that is your son.

You show him what a man is.
You teach as you have fun.
You are admired as well as loved
by this boy that is your son.

You've got a friend forever.
Until the world is done.
Then, still you will be holding
this man that is your son.
- Mary Nagy

Gaige is 19 months!

This picture made us all laugh! Taylor is trying not to let his belly show and hoping his pants dont come down, Gaige is laghing hysterically as Im trying not to fall backwards, and Justin is holding Taylor as if he just caught a big fish!

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Taylor is 8 years old and 4 months!

This picture is one of my favorite of me and the boys!

So I also threw in a few random ones of the boys! This picture was taken in August 2010 right after Taylor got home from being gone all summer long with his mom. Taylor has just turned 7 in June and Gaige was 5 months old!

Then in September 2011 I won a free 8x10 and a 10x13 dream print and a super saver package through our local Olan Mills and we did the same pose. This will be one of the boys and our families signature poses from now on! We Love it! We also did this pose with my nephews and our boys for my in laws for christmas! Then when we did our mini session to see if we like the photographer we did it with Justin, Taylor, Gaige and I! We just loved our new photographer and have another picture day set in a month! I so cannot wait to see what she comes up with! S. Beal Photography!!

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

I feel lovely!

About two weeks ago I had posted on facebook that I wanted to have or go to a Halloween party that was kid appropriate. Another friend Leah had posted on my status saying that she wanted to be a part of it and added me to a group on facebook of other woman and their husbands saying that I had wanted to do a Halloween party for kids but she and I thought it was too much for one mom to do. Everyone was so responsive about it and thought it was a great Idea. A few days later a few of us ladies
got together to work out the details. We thought of a piñata, minute to win it games, face painting, a wii game contest, water bottle knock down, a bean bag toss (which I brought), a picture booth, picture frames that the kids to color and decorate, lots and lots of candy and food, and hot apple cider! Well in this whole process I have met a bunch of wonderful people! I’m hoping and praying for lifelong friendships not only for myself but for Justin and the boys! The husbands of these women are men of god and welcomed Justin with open arms. They talked for hours and so did the woman :) I hardly saw Taylor all night he had such a blast with all of his new friends. Gaige danced all night, played games, kissed and played with some of the women as well, and was also scared of one of the men in his gorilla costume.
 A few days before the actual party I had gotten on to our group page and there was a post on there saying "What is your gift?
My mind began to run. "What is my gift?" I had so many things run through my mind it wouldn’t shut off so after a few moments I posted, "I think God gave me the power of forgiveness, seeing the positive in people and situations, that I can give good advice, even when I sometimes can't take my own..Some people say it’s my down fall. I also am a good hugger! I try really hard to be a good mommy, daughter, fiancée, and friend!" Then a few others posted then I posted again, "I trust to easily." I got a response from Leah that said, “I LOVE good huggers, girl. Hug away! I could see you being very wise considering all you've walked through yourself." "Brittany, I was just talking tonight with a gal about us easy trusters. We get hurt a lot more, but we also experience a lot more love. I love that about you." ;)
My response was, “I think I'm wise in my young age! I've been through a lot in my short 24 years! I am very understanding and know God doesn't give me more than I can handle but lately I'm beginning to think he trusts me too much! I love hugs and I feel like if I can make someone feel good with a hug, a good comment, or whatever it might be that my job for the day is done! That my goal every morning is to make someone feel happiness, love and friendship! I do believe that easy trusters get hurt more often, I know I do! I love to love! I love the feeling of feeling it! I love that you are like me and know what it feels like!" "I do however; believe that everything I have been through good or bad that I am a stronger person because of it (Even though some days I don't feel so strong)." About an hour later another lady posted in response to my comments saying, "Brittany, I love your willingness to put yourself out there to people you don't know. I see special in you. Looking very forward to meeting you." I then responded, "Aww Sarah! Thank you! I have gone through more than I think anyone should ever go through and if I can help someone going through something I have gone through in my past then I will tell my stories! I feel like God put me through them then maybe I can help someone learn. I am a very stubborn person and learn everything the hard way...a down fall maybe by. My willingness to help someone understand something I'm there! And thank you. From what I read about you seem to be quite a special woman yourself! I think I could learn a lot from you and maybe you learn something from me... I’m not exactly sure what you could learn from me but I'm willing to try" :) After this conversation I sent Sarah a private message reading,”

Sarah, I really cannot wait to meet you! You are the only one that has truly opened up to me! You acknowledge me on the Oikos page and have tried and succeeded in making me feel welcome and a part of the group. You and Leah are amazing!! Thank you so much for your friendship and supporting my scentsy page! You are truly a blessing in my life and I haven’t even met you yet! You have made me look forward to getting up in the morning to see if you have posted on the Oikos page!! You have brightened my last few days and I just wanted to let you know how every much I appreciate you and your kind heart!!! I can’t wait to meet you! Thank you so much!!" :)
Brittany
Her response was, “I see special in you, for sure. I cannot wait to meet you tonight, as well!!"
 Saturday came and we were all so excited! I stayed up late with my mother in law and made Halloween cupcakes and cookie that looked like mummies...well kind of :) I was so excited to meet Sarah, see Leah, and meet the other ladies, their husbands and children. When I actually got there i needed to go over to the next door house which was actually Sarah's house to set up the bean bag toss, take the candy, cupcakes, cookies in and set up my scentsy booth. I walked over with another Lady who was so sweet as well. We walked in and Sarah was flying around her house trying to get everything set up. She yelled, "Hi." Not even realizing who I was. She had only seen my profile picture. When Nita walked into the house she said, "Sarah, this is Brittany." Sarah said,"Oh my gosh, HI!" then welcomed me with a hug. I finished up with my set up, helped Leah with a table and then the night began. All the children were running around like chicken with their heads cut off and having so much fun. As the night came to an end and people left a group of us prayed for another mom that was in need of strength. Her daughters friend was staying the night and told them she was being abused, CPS was called and the little girl had to go back home because it’s hard to prove the type of abuse that she was saying was going on. The lady was hysterically, as anyone would be to hear that someone you love and care about was hurting. The mother of this girl is under investigation and we are hoping everything works out for the mom and family but mostly for the little girl that we prayed for. We sat at a table and chairs for hours talking. Justin and I didn’t get home until 230am Sunday morning. Taylor ended up stay at his new friend’s house. When I woke the next morning I had so many new friend requests. I had one lady post that she was amazed at how much we all had in common and she was so dead on. We all did. We talked about family, our children, "breaking the Barrier" hahaha which I laughed so hard I almost peed! Adoption (which someday I would like to do), friendship, life, acceptance, church, and most importantly God! The whole way home we talked about what a great time we had, meeting new people and that we would want to hang with them more.
 The next day, Taylor was having so much fun and Sarah had something’s she was doing around the house, Taylor ended up staying there all day playing. When we met up with them to get him back they said Taylor was so sweet and polite and would like to have him over again soon. We chit chatted for a bit in the Wal-Mart parking lot and went and met my in laws for dinner at Denny’s. Taylor told him all about his night and how much fun he had and that he and his new friend had so much in common. They both had a step-mom and that they both loved to play video games. I’m not too sure about the step-mom part i think he got confused in translation. But he was very excited that he wasn’t the only one that had a step-parent.
The days went by a few post here and there but last night, since its 1:00am now, I got an email that Sarah had sent me saying, I posted a song and had you guys in mind <3 you. She sent it to me and a few other women. This song is the one that is posted here on this blog that started me writing about how it got to me. This song is to everyone who is in need of a pick me up! This is to every woman, you are beautiful, lovely, and perfectly you! Thank you Sarah, Leah and the other Oikos members for your friendship and acceptance! I cannot wait to get to know you all more! For everyone else I love all of you and this is also for you!

These where my white chocolate covered mummies!



Gaige playing the bean bag toss!

Taylor playing pin the nose on the jack o' lantern!

Me and Gaige Standing by my scentsy booth!

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Taylor playing a minute to win it game!



Then here are my cupcakes :)

Friday, October 14, 2011

Just a little update

I started this blog back in May but I had not finished it and then forgot what my sign in was but out of no where I found the paper that I had wrote my information on. So here is a little update on our family.

Justin has been working for a roofing supply company driving a cdl truck delivering supplies. He took a test a few months back for his crane license and he was one of 2 that passed in the whole company! Needless to say I was very proud! He has been studying to get his cdl a and will hopefully get it soon! He works very hard to provide for Taylor,Gaige and I. Justin is always so busy working that on the weekends it is  full of much needed family time! We are going non-stop!We love to go playing lazer tag, play bowling, going to the movies, he loves to play video games with Taylor as Gaige tries to joins in with his broken 360 remote, he loves to go shooting with Taylor, and Justins best friends Kyle and Jon. We recently found a glow in the dark putt putt, and also enjoy go karting!

Taylor is 8 now and is in the second grade and doing very well! His favorite subject is math and he is a math wiz. He is a red belt in taekwondo but hasn't been in awhile. He is such a loving,caring and supportive big brother and Gaige absolutely adores him! Taylor loves to ride his bike with a few of the approved neighborhood kids. He loves to play board games like checkers, trouble, and battleship. He has a flat screen tv in his room, an ipod, a ds, a 360 but wants to trade it in for a ps3, and a cd player on top of all his toys! Taylor, Justin, Gaige and I love to listen to Michael Jackson,Glee and so much more while we dance around the house! He is obsessed with Spy Gear and has almost all of it! About two weeks ago Justin was in giving Gaige a bath and Taylor and I ambushed them and a huge water fight busted out in our bathroom and mine and Justins bedroom! There was about an inch maybe even two of water on the floor! It was a pain to clean up but it was fun while it lasted. Oh and if your wondering who won...daddy and Gaige did! Taylor and I were soaked!

Gaige is almost 19 months! Where has the time gone? He was in the hospital back in April very very sick. He had pnemonia and empyema which is an infected strep like puss in his chest cavity and had to have a chest tube put in. A few days later they did a blood transfusion and was on a pound of oxygen for a week. Everytime we thought he was getting to the point where we could ween him off the oxygen he would drop from 100% to 30% in a matter of seconds. I must say this was one of the hardest things I've ever had to go through. But in the end it made a stronger person and a much stronger mommy for him and for Taylor! Gaige is running throughout the house just as energetic as his big brother. He talks so much and is a very loving little boy. He wants to be able to do everything Taylor can do and when he cant he's not a very happy boy!

As for me, I am trying to build my business up and Im doing well with that. I finally stopped nursing Gaige about a month and a half ago and so glad! I thought it would never end! I nursed way longer than I intended but very proud of myself that I stuck with it. I am really wanting another baby but Im not sure when the right time will be. Justin wants to start trying next month but he want to try and get married in April and IF a wedding happens in April I will not fit into my dress. So we will see. I have had alot to deal with the last few months so postponing the wedding that was supposed to happen in september was what was best as much as I didnt want too. I know that god has a plan for me and when its right he will let me know and that day will be so much better than to just rush it. I know that I have changed alot of the years and have grown up so much! I love being a mommy its the greatest gift I have ever recieved! The joy, happiness, and love that the boys bring me is truly amazing. And as i was writing that Gaige walked over and kissed me and then Taylor asked if he could have a kiss too!! The greatest feeling Im telling ya! I am slowly feeling more comfortable in the kitchen and am trying to learn. I love taking and getting pictures done way to much but I am afraid of missing something that would be an important in the year to come! My house looks like my camera exploded! I have the greatest family and friends that anyone would could ever ask for and very blessed to have them! My car has been broken down for a few months after being fixed from being broken down for almost a year! I should have LISTENED to my dad when he told me NOT to get my neon! Another lesson learned and I know many more to come! We are thinking of moving its been the topic of conversation for a few months now. We are thinking Oregon or maybe Vermont. Two very different parts of the united states, I know :) but I am wanting a change. Maybe Vermont would be a huge change but I think it would be a good thing. I wouldnt mind finding a quiet neighborhood out in bonney lake, buckley, or in covington either but who knows we will see :) I am very excited to see what our life has in store for us!